Chase The Spirit & Let Him Chase You!!!!

Like most women it took me all long time to learn my self worth. My first real boyfriend was at the age of 14, I can admit now that he was way too old for me and I should of been focusing on school and not cutting school to see him. At that point in my life I loved the thug, the hustler, the bad guy and I must say if I knew half of what I know now I wouldn't have gotten rid of the good guys that approached me. The pattern continued for years. I can honestly say that I played "the dummy" until the age of 29. My relationship before the last one was the worst because I wasn't even in a relationship but my heart believed so and the lies he told was sold to me so easily that now I kind of wanna preach on every corner to every young girl to throw her the warning signs. I guess we all have been played once in our life but I must say not until I started seeking God's approval did I realize "wait hold up I've been doing it wrong". After my last relationship I had a conversation with my Lord and said "that's it you win. Obviously I can't pick a good man if he was standing right next to me so I turn it over to you. I CLAIM CELIBACY." Yes I'm celibate and no I don't regret my decision. I can now date without clouded judgement of what I want things to be, I get to be courted and treated like I'm suppose to because I make it clear NO I DO NO NOTHING and I stand firm in that not only because I was tired, I don't want to disappoint God. I've learned to CHASE THE SPIRIT AND EVERY THING AND EVERYBODY WHO GOD WANTS IN MY LIFE WILL CHASE ME. As women when do you say enough is enough? When do you treat your body as your temple? A real man isn't living with you playing house, having you sleep over and go home in the morning, stringing you along with no titles, or making you cry or disappointing you. A real man makes you feel secure, he leaves no doubt in your mind about where you all are going, he has a plan and he is making that plan happen and if he truly wants to be with you he will wait. Know your self worth and remember God is the only man you should be chasing because when you CHASE GOD, ooh my beautiful Queens he will send you a King for your home and you'll wonder why you didn't take this path sooner. Be blessed